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these were taken from msn messenger logs on my computer from high school. for more of this project, go here and here. there is also a video of me reading/presenting 15 of these

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"natural causes, they won't kill me." - sam pink in frowns need friends too

fiction / video of stephen tully dierks reading 'serious european art film'
film / howl is 'in theaters' (i haven't seen it)
film / joaquin pheonix in 8 mile 2
music / dance remix of the mountain goats by jordan castro and david d'amato
nonhuman animals / honeybees dancing to communicate the location of flowers
poetry / seasonal helvetica poem by me on facebook
poetry / video of me reading/presenting image poems
poetry / visual poem by constantin zenakis at renegade
veganism / spanish subtitles now on my veganism video

hello friends. it is fall now. there is a person i know from michigan who says every year that october is the best month of the year. i'm not sure what i believe

i think i will self-publish my chapbook i am like october when i am dead next month. i will post an e-book version and also print free copies. more info coming soon; if you want an early copy to write about on your blog, please comment or email me

i might start a series of profiles of vegan artists, also, either on this blog or a different one. most of the first people will be writers i have emailed about veganism. if you want to be profiled or refer someone, please comment or email me

i will be reviewing books by paul siegell, johannes göransson, and michael earl craig pretty soon. i'll keep posting image poems every 2-4 weeks since people seem interested in them. i might post some things about my experiences with guerilla distribution of poetry. please let me know if some of these seem more interesting than others

thank you very much

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notes on 'blink and the world goes blank' by filbert conroy

blink and the world goes blank by filbert conroy was out in 2010 from on lives press; it is a chapbook with about 30 pages of microfiction scenes

the subject matter includes pointing a video camera at a tv that it is plugged into,  dating, being in your bedroom, and trying to use a vacuum cleaner that has a full bag

it is written in the 2nd person, using present and past tense

You had just left a date who didn’t hug goodbye long enough.

the narrator seems to have a lot of information about ‘you’ and ‘your’ stuff; sometimes it seems funny

You went to a bar on a weekday and spent upwards of $20.00. This wasn’t a wise move given your limited funds.

there are funny similes

The subway platform was as quiet as outer space.

the author’s note says filbert worked at a shoe factory for 17 years

here is the blink and the world goes blank page from on lives press’ website and a page 'on filbert conroy' from on lives press' website

three drawings/'john hancocks' by tao lin





the middle drawing is tao's ugly fish. the last drawing is an upside-down cross jumping out of water and flying through the air

i really liked meeting tao lin. stephen tully dierks wrote about some of the fun times we had. here is tao lin's blog, tao lin's art blog, and tao lin's tour dates

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these are from my image poetry project in uppercase helvetica. for 3 more poems and a brief discussion of this project, please view my august 14th post

notes on 'richard yates' by tao lin

richard yates by tao lin is a novel out from melville house starting yesterday; it is about 200 pages

most of what i read about richard yates made me think it would be like shoplifting from american apparel. the tone feels similar, but the book is very different and more focused

almost every scene in richard yates has interactions between the characters haley joel osment and dakota fanning. there are scenes of haley by himself peeing, showering, or doing push-ups, but those scenes are rare and almost feel out of place to me

i liked reading the ongoing jokes between haley joel osment and dakota fanning


"I keep staring at Richard Yates' face on the back of The Easter Parade but not having any reaction to it. Just looking." Haley Joel Osment said "Party girl" which was a term they had for people who did not speak in a quiet monotone and were not severly detached. Inanimate objects and situations and animals and boys could also be party girls. Dakota Fanning said if they wrote a book about a party girl called Party Girl they would be rich. "I just searched it on Amazon and there's like 4 books and 3 movies call Party Girl," she said. "Party Babe would make us the most rich probably."
       Haley Joel Osment said "Slut Babe."
       "Slut Party," said Dakota Fanning.

and dakota fanning referring to her mom at first


       "I will talk to fried Nicholas Sparks cheese beast."
       "That is good," said Haley Joel Osment. "Cheese beast."
       "I kept looking at 'cheese beast' and ignoring the rest."
       "Me too," said Haley Joel Osment.
       "Let's refer to her as a cheese beast now," said Dakota Fanning. "Like tape man or headbutt girl."
       "Sometimes we can call other people cheese beasts too," said Haley Joel Osment.
       Dakota Fanning said the name of a person and said the person was a cheese beast.

there are a lot of things in richard yates that are also in cognitive-behavioral therapy by tao lin or sometimes my heart pushes my ribs by ellen kennedy

as i wrote in a review of sometimes my heart pushes my ribs, and in a comment to an 'auxillary text' to shoplifting from american apparel, i like the experience of reading about these events and people in multiple fictional accounts. in each account, there is different information

i also liked reading about the origin of tao lin's 2006 blog post about dark literature


Haley Joel Osment [...] went to a computer and typed an essay on his blog about Nicholas Sparks and suicide. The essay was directed at Dakota Fanning's mother and mentioned a King Kong DVD he had seen in Dakota Fanning's mother's bedroom. The essay said Nicholas Sparks could also cause people to hurt themselves.

this reading experience is possible because tao lin (as well as ellen kennedy) writes about his own life

knowing that tao lin writes about his own life also makes richard yates feel very painful. during reading richard yates, i had many experiences of looking up from the book and feeling pain

there is a power imbalance in richard yates between haley joel osment and dakota fanning. haley joel osment tells dakota fanning she should take caffeine instead of sleep so she can stay awake longer when they are together or talk longer on gmail chat. haley joel osment gets upset when dakota fanning doesn't offer to carry his bag and when she doesn't mail him things every day

when reading richard yates, i thought, 'if haley joel osment is tao, is tao really this mean? or was tao only like this in the past, primarily, and he wrote a book that shows how destructive that kind of behavior is?'

mostly i think richard yates is painful to me because i have also done things like haley joel osment does in richard yates. and when i read haley joel osment doing them, i don't want him to do them. and after reading haley joel osment do them, i don't want to do them. it is maybe similar to the feeling of watching footage of slaughterhouses. i want to be a nicer person after i read richard yates

richard yates website (has links to excerpts and reviews); tao lin's blog; tao lin's twitter; tao lin's tumblr; tao lin's art blog


related content:
+ notes on 'cognitive-behavioral therapy' by tao lin
+ notes on 'sometimes my heart pushes my ribs' by ellen kennedy
+ notes on 'during my nervous breakdown..." by brandon scott gorrell

notes on 'your time has come' by joshua beckman

I wanted to stop writing
and the poem said
it's a beautiful blue night
stop writing.

your time has come by joshua beckman was out from verse press in 2004. it is '150 short lyrics.' the pages of the book are small, and the poems average 3 lines each

personification in some poems makes them feel similar to traditional haiku, like joshua beckman read a lot of haiku and consciously wrote in that tradition

Foolish boat
ignoring the water
you push through.

the poems seem to approach vaguely buddhist ideas

Don't be concerned,
live another week
and then be concerned.

sometimes there is a 'you,' but the poems do not seem to consistently address a single person

Are you enjoying
getting in trouble
for what we did last night?

the speaker seems lazy and chill

i liked the descriptions of the weather and the temperature

So hot tonight
even the cops eat ice cream.

7 poems from your time has come, 1 poem from your time has come, 1 poem from your time has come

two other joshua beckman books i've reviewed here here

joshua beckman on poets.org (5 more poems), your time has come on the wave books website